ok ...

today's the chinese lunar new year's eve. i screwed up some stuff earlier today. it's been alright the last few days, had fun and stuff, but today didn't start well for me at all and i was a little down.

then i sat in the toilet and slept for a while, when i woke up it was a bit better.

My public relationsions are pretty messed up since yesterday. i'm afraid i've offended someone and irritated people today. It's like i just want to talk to that person ... but i'm too clingy and overdid it. Hope everything'll make a turn for the better soon.